I am dealing with some really messed up issues. It's amazing how dumb certain things seem. I am now just staying up apparently because if i go to sleep while my boyfriend is dealing with all his crap it's just going to get bad. I am going to be staying up and letting out my frustration in my sketchbook. It kinda pisses me off that certain dumbasses in my life *cough cough* you know who you are, are just starting to get that I don't like them and I never will. It's amazing how alone you feel sometimes even when you are surrounded by people. You seem alone because no one gets you or even tries to get you because they are too busy keeping their world running. Graduation for some people seem like a far away dream because of the major they keep. It's not a good thing at all. How complicated can this get...like seriously. I wish someone could maybe knock some sense into all these dumbasses heads. I want to hit some people like crazy but that's considered assault. Phooey! You know if you don't sleep you end up becoming slightly more paranoid. I don't think this is healthy...at all. My body will be rebelling very soon.

My brother is turning 10 on April 21 and he wants something like Seong and I did for Osasu. I think it is cute but at the same time it's a lot of work. I am still trying to figure out what to do. I think I'm just going to go home then take him out to have some fun. I am really glad that he thinks so highly of me. I am now going to be since I have not been sleeping well, of course after I wake Seong up. *sigh* He's sleeping now...on his bed...lol. I will go attempt to wake him up then I will go sleep.